Frustration

Frustrated, annoyed and once again, procrastinating.

I thought I will be able to concur procrastinating. It is really nothing but the mind. The time you spend doing other things or nothing totals to a ridiculous amount of time. Why do that? Time cannot be reversed, just as some things in the world, there's no second chance.

What I think I am lacking is some direction. Speaking to some people really amazed me..the ideas they think about, the direction they see, the things they achieve.

What are my goals? Where do I see myself going? What do I want out of life and work? These are the questions I am trying to find answers to. Hopefully it will be sooner than later!

Another random thoughts:
- Sometimes I just feel so 'out of place'
- I feel like going on a road trip
- I don't understand the 'thrill' of clubbing
- What could I do during the easter long weekend?

Strange but true..

I had one of those weird days...

I passed my exams..woohoo!! And congratulations to everyone that passed..its fabulous that noone I know has failed!! :D

One would be expected to be so happy and exuberant!! But on the other extreme I found myself crying...from sadness not from happiness. I don't know how to explain..in fact I don't really want to explain. But that maybe I can put an end to something. Maybe I can now see things in a different light and move in a more meaningful direction.

Things, I believe all happen or don't happen for a reason. It is these little events that happen on a day to day basis that build up to create a meaning.

As a little reward for myself, I ended up at the Lindt cafe at Cockle Bay. It wasn't as great as I expected. A hot choc with a slice of chocolate hazlenut gateau costed me $13...ummm definitely sky high prices!!