Making you happy...

I'm always trying to do things to make people happy...to give them surprises, lending a helping hand..

but sometimes sitting back and reflecting..who is there to make me happy??

sometimes its disheartening...true when helping people you really don't expect anything back...the feeling of satisfaction you get from it is amazing..but sometimes when you're lonely..these things do matter...

dont get me wrong..i love helping out...but its times when I'm depressed and think about things that it does make me wonder...